don’t do that crap hun i still love you and so do allot of others
well you and pretty much everyone else hasn’t bothered to message me or even try to see how i’m doing, so that’s some kind of love you have there. :/
update for anyone who cares - i still cut, purge, hate myself, and plan on killing myself
thanks and have a great fucking life xx
actually i want to keep this blog up as a reminder.
but i’m not going to be posting on it anymore.
going to delete my blog in a bit. if you want my new one, message me.
why is literally everyone here at my school just so shitty.
i have changed my group of friends so many times and i can not find a single person who actually gives a shit about me or actually treats me nicely. every “friend” i have had here always “forgets” to invite me to go out for lunch or hang out, doesn’t bother to ask me how i am or even say hello to me most of the time, and usually forgets i even exist.
and even the friends who know how bad i’m hurting, they fucking leave me.
i can’t do this anymore.
this fucking school
Self-harm isn’t about how deep the cuts are, how many there are, where you do them, how bad they scar, if one person has more than you or has gone deeper. It’s not a goddamn competition. It’s about pain, and suffering, and being trapped in your own fucking mind with no way out. It’s being so…